I wish I weren't so tired, and I wish I weren't so angry.
I’m in an awful mood. Just awful. I tell myself I need to point my expectations in new directions but I probably just need to sleep every time I’m tired, instead of fighting the fatigue. Lately I feel like Alice in Wonderland, which people think is about hallucinogenics but it’s actually a story about Alice being gaslit wherever she goes.
“I’m gigantic!” No you’re not. Look you’re tiny. “I’m scared of the flowers!” What the fuck for? Flowers are awesome. “But they’re really making me feel bad.” We’re just playing with you. We love you.
I was wrong for being easy to make fun of and then wrong for being impossible to make fun of and now I’m a cultural ambassador which means I get one clean shot at telling the world who to make fun of next.
I am grateful for everybody who holds me. Let’s end there. You meet people with an iota of emotional intelligence and realize how deeply powerful it is to be human. I thank you iotas.
I love you all. I love you all. I love you all.