You’re always well prepared. Well. Be ready.

Get an epi pen. Learn CPR. Befriend a nurse. A good one. Prepare with a day of meditation and a strong sedative. Call your next of kin.

Find a defibrillator. Learn how to spell that word. Get your rest. Look at me. Look at me. Look at me. I can’t turn away until you look, and you can’t look until this heart attack finds out you are ready.